Monday Blues..

Back to work. Monday is always a hard day to accept. Firstly, I can't believe the weekend has just passed. Secondly, its a start of another week at work. But the week tend to pass by very fast. Ya rite.. how I wish I could say that while I am at work. I countdown to the end but when I really am concentrating on something, I can forget the time. Hahaha, not saying that I don't give my 100% when I am at work, of course I do but when I start to feel agitated, my brain shut down. Damage done. But my internship is definitely a memorable one. I get to be involved in workshops and treats by my supervisor. My colleagues are very nice to me. I mean of course there are the good and bad moments but as long as I know at the end of the month I get my pay, I am happpy :D Anyways I had a meeting in the morning till lunch time. I had a later lunch today in which I prefer because by the time I get back to the office, it seems that time passes by faster.

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As I was taking a break, I read an article from Yahoo!News. A Greek man actually beheaded his girlfriend and injured 2 women and a police officer while escaping from being arrested. He actually walked around his village with the head in his hands.That guy is reported to be a physcho path. I really pity the passers by. Who would be seen walking around town holding someone's head in his hands? If I was one of the passers by, I'd go bonkers. I'd be like 'Oh shit!' and I'd probably faint. Can you imagine the sight of a head.Eeeewww!! But it left me wondering..did the gf know that he was crazy when they were in the relationship???

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When in between work I get to analyze things and think deep. Is this who I really want to be? Is this my future? Hmmm..honestly I am uncertain. I definitely would want to graduate with a highest qualification of a degree or a bachelor, preferably in early childhood. Insyallah. I want to provide as much as I can for my loved ones. Being successful does not necessarily mean that you are happy. I want to be happy. Define happiness. Happiness to me is knowing that I have people who loves me constantly and knowing that they are there for me to turn to when I am in need. Happiness to me is also about people appreciating me for who I am.

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There are definitely movies that I am awaiting for. First is The Love Guru starring Mike Myers, my ultimate favourite comedian. I saw the sneaks during American Idol this year so I really can't wait. Hahaha. Secondly, is definitely Harry Potter The Half Blood Prince. That is definitely a must watch. Shall have plans to watch together yeah? hahaha..I remembered having Hogwarts and Slytherine t-shirts. Thanks to my mom whom ended up applying for a Bossini card. I wore the Hogwarts shirt to London. Konon-nye Hermoine lah.. hahahaha.

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I got my pay today. Alhamdulillah I have already distributed to my elders. That was my first priority. It is a good feeling when you receive your first pay knowing that the last 3 weeks was a well worth hard work. Yeahh..it really feels good. Of course I wont forget my loved ones. Wait arr for my belanja part. hehehehe. Oh ya, Wak Nah our professional photographer took this photo of Eman this morning. Oh gosh my son looked so so so.. hahaha.. You take a look, you be the judge.

*Pssst...I think that Wak Nah is secretly a professional photographer for a wedding company or something, thats why during Saturday and Sunday mornings she's always missing. LOL!*

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News about my grandpa. I was informed by my uncle that my grandpa refuses to eat. He keeps saying that he is going to die and that he only drinks milk now. My heart crushed when I heard it. To those who have read this post, let us pray together. Let's pray for the best for my grandpa.