In silence..

These past few days have been very hard for me. I fell sick but what I am feeling can never be compared to what my yayi is going through right now. I want to thank all those who has been giving me their support and concern. Alhamdulillah, I am recovering. Thanks to the medical attention and support I have from my loved ones. Thank you so much. Its in times like this that I need my loved ones the most. Thank you.

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A dedication to my Yayi

He has been in pain and suffering in silence. I miss his laughters, smile and his advices that he has always been giving to me. How I wish I could share his pain, how I wish i could take his pain away. Now when I see him, he is totally different from the pics that I have of him. Yes, we may not have taken a lot pics together but that does not mean I don't have memories of him. Wonderful memories of him are always in my mind and shall never be forgotten.

It pains me to see him suffering and crying. The doctor says that his days are already numbered but to me, only god determines that. Only god is the almighty, as Allah S.W.T is the only that can take away anyone. I leave this to the hands of god. I pray for my yayi's best to god everyday, hoping that my prayers can help him lessen his pain. I pray to god so that my yayi knows that his family loves him a lot. His memory is fading but the only thing I want him to remember is that I love him so much. I know that I have to be strong and I don't want him to see me or any of his loved ones sad. I pray to god to give me strength to face all this.

I miss his smile so much.

A man whom I shall always respect and whom many look up to, my yayi.

P.S. I am sorry if I am being so emotional but I just couldn't help it.